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The Bad Chapter

by Loudby

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1.
Decisions 03:22
We like to talk about things we only dream about We make the promises but our words are just an empty sound Why do we miss our chances? Life is not that hard as we see it in our minds So start over! Don't forget you can be so much stronger Remember, you won't change a thing If you'll be silent when you have to scream Your eyes are slowly fading to grey With every word that you say The sky is slowly fading away Show me nothing but the truth There's a whole world in front of you A world in front of you When I tried to finally open my mind To take a little more from this life I realized that I was always ashamed Of everything I create Surrounding yourself with the liars and thieves You'll end up with nothing and murder your dreams Are you ready to die for this? Never falter, make your move And show you're nothing like the rest Are you ready to die for this? If you're not just leave it for the best Your eyes are slowly fading to grey With every word that you say The sky is slowly fading away And now you think you've gone insane Will you run or just miss your train? Will you run or miss your train? The end depends on choices that you make It's no use in crying over spilt milk And now it's time to get real Just keep it real, just keep it real, ah In this cold and heartless world Everything you ever told to anyone Has its consequences Mark my words, you don't have a clue What kind of problems we're all going through Every day is a challenge and war A trial by fire you'll have to be prepared for Every wound leaves a scar, so let it be a reminder Turn your wounds into wisdom, then just learn to apply it There is always a light at the end of the tunnel Look sharp and it will lead you out of the dark Your eyes are slowly fading to grey With every word that you say The sky is slowly fading away And now you think you've gone insane Will you run or just miss your train? Will you run or miss your train? The end depends on choices that you make
2.
A Day Away 03:08
Would you rather chase your dream or let it die? It was never an option There is no time to wait, you're on the edge of the blade And this you can't deny When they try to suppress you You shouldn't give a flying fuck about the words they say Don't flush your talent in the toilet society is Go be the voice, prove that you're worth something Will you fight for what's right? Or just bury your head deep down in sand? Open up your eyes, I will show you How much stronger you can be, fight until you bleed Locked in cage with their sloth and their greed They swallow everything but truth they never believe Like a pig before slaughter They were raised, they live and they will die like pigs I refuse to say another empty prayer Will you save them from themselves They are all alone, they are all as one I will never join the army of fools If I was born in the Middle Ages they probably would try To catch and bind me, since when was being brave considered as a crime My words are sharpened daggers, my mind is a guiding light They'll never have a chance to beat me in this fight Drown in your filth, it's all that you have If you call this normal life I would rather be dead Will you fight for what's right? Or just bury your head deep down in sand? Open up your eyes, I will show you How much stronger you can be, fight until you bleed Do me a favor, get out of my way! Right now! You'll never stop me I came I saw and I'll conquer you all It's a long road but it's the only way to feel alive Would you rather chase your dream or let it die? It was never an option There is no time to wait, you're on the edge of the blade Now is your time to pick a side
3.
Have you ever thought there's something more than you can see? I tried to show you what that really means to me Where is your mind? You're still so blind Tell me what did you expect this time? Between the lines, beyond the lies You'll find the truth which can easily hurt your pride You are so fake, for pity's sake Oh, my laugh is all that you can take Now I feel so free, so you can see I can reach for what I always wanted to be I hope the size of your ego will leave you all alone So don't dare to complain about how painful it is to fall Something needs to change I’ve got to find my way Break away from all these chains That you limit me with every day After all is said and done Since the day that you were gone And I will never care even if you'll understand How much you were wrong Sincerity will always be sold At the fair of human vices To another fool, a fool like me In a bargain with desperation I feel ashamed for the time that I wasted, Waiting for you to change Sleepless nights and the weakness I showed0 I'll bury it deep down, once and for all I only want you to know I am no longer the one you can control My vision is clear and my will is strong like never before Go with the wind! Run as fast as you can Go with the wind! Bring it all to an end Something needs to change I’ve got to find my way Break away from all these chains That you limit me with every day After all is said and done Since the day that you were gone And I will never care even if you'll understand How much you were wrong A heart nailed to these memories Then torn to pieces and thrown away I've had enough of your fallacies You were cold from the start and now you've made me the same You gave me the best time I've ever had Then took it away and brought the worst one instead With thousands of words to say but one A farewell, my dear, there's no return
4.
Inside Out 04:01
I'm the epitome of all that you hate Spreading the wrath in your mind I am the mirror you're trying to break Hoping to silence these voices inside I am the nightmare, the ghost that haunts you step by step I am the cipher that you vainly attempt to unravel every day You're too busy building castles in the air Just to attack them with division of paper planes If you're bored to death of sleeping your life away Just pull yourself together and say Let me know why should I waste my time? I've become a slave of my own endless lies My heart smolders right before my feet I'll rebuild my whole life, I've got everything I need Take what you want and let go of my head After all wars we will meet in the end Failure... how can I start again? Break down the walls that I used to defend How can I start again? You tear me apart I can no longer pretend Please... just leave me alone... I said leave me alone! I don't want you to be the part of me... Get the fuck outta my head! I fucking promise that you'll never escape from me Let me know why should I waste my time? I've become a slave of my own endless lies My heart smolders right before my feet I'll rebuild my whole life, I've got everything I need Look what you did, are you happy enough? Face to the floor, with a gag in my mouth You fill me with anger, you revel in my pain All I can see in your eyes is disdain The worst part of me always seems to prevail Confusing the best part to bite its tail I won't die without a fight You may try to kill me one more time Learn one thing - you'll never get me Cause we are one, we are connected We are connected and we will die together I am the master, the architect of my own fate I know the answers, these are the words I used to think I'd never say Funny how now your back is against the wall And now I've got you under my control You said I would never escape from you But now the only thing you want is to leave this room Let me know why should I waste my time? I'm no longer a slave of my own endless lies My heart smolders right before my feet I rebuild my whole life, I've got everything I need
5.
I've got a pair of faded jeans Two shirts and a bag of broken dreams I'm young and bold, I want my story to be told Misfortunes always follow me I feel them breathing down my neck And they won't set me free I grab my fears by the throat And then they start to choke I will choke them all until they croak I won't give in, you know I'll never give up You may think that I'm broken but I'll still kick your butt One more time I'm sewing up my wounds One more fight that you will lose So just be prepared! This is who I am I am a wanderer I'm not the one who lives in good care and warmth Nothing can change my mind No matter how hard you try I refused to be like you You considered me a rebel I just showed you an example Of the strength you never knew It's my burden and I know Troubles only make me stronger I'm getting older but not getting old I need no home 'cause no one is waiting With every single day They try to lead me astray To throw a monkey wrench into my endeavors I'm not searching for a reason Why my fate is so cruel to me I believe in nothing but myself That's the only way to find some clarity This life is not a game where you can change your name Even knowing that you still remain the same It's gone too far to say "another day..." You'll never escape from yourself I used to have different views and beliefs But they were all blown to pieces When I started to live on my own I stopped worrying about how much longer I can hold on What means the most? I'm alive and full of faith and passion Looking in the right direction And it's all I need to live I'm not searching for a reason Why my fate is so cruel to me I believe in nothing but myself That's the only way to find some clarity This life is not a game where you can change your name Even knowing that you still remain the same It's gone too far to say "another day..." You'll never escape from yourself This life is not a game where you can feel no pain Watch your time, it's slipping away It's gone too far to say "another day..." You'll never escape
6.
Hey guys, I've fucked your dreams You know exactly what it means You have no chance Even when you do the best you can You don't know what she likes, What makes her smile, what makes her cry Step away, don't waste your time Every single word you say means nothing 'cause you're all hypocrites Step away! Step away and try to accept The fact that all your attempts are useless Drowning in her eyes... (it's all your fantasy!) I'm supposed to cry... (how pathetic you are!) Still she ignores my love... What did you say? How dare you call this "love?" Choking on my words... (so awkward!) Heart's about to stop... (OH NO!) You're falling down but she cares no more But she cares no more... You are another generic trendhopper, that's right A slave of fashion, it owns your mind Gossiping friends make no sense, here comes another distress Like a snake discarding its skin, sooner or later all of them will disappear When you're facing real trouble What nonsense are you going to babble? Drowning in her eyes... (it's all your fantasy!) I'm supposed to cry... (how pathetic you are!) Still she ignores my love... What did you say? How dare you call this "love?" Choking on my words... (so awkward!) Heart's about to stop... (OH NO!) You're falling down but she cares no more But she cares no more... In fact, you're not so bad (though you are not so good) So many girls around you, what's up with your mood? No matter how many big words you say It's obvious with whom she will stay She is so beautiful and kind... But I must leave it all behind... Drowning in her eyes... (it's all your fantasy!) I'm supposed to cry... (how pathetic you are!) Still she ignores my love... What did you say? How dare you call this "love?" Choking on my words... (so awkward!) Heart's about to stop... (OH NO!) You're falling down but she cares no more But she cares no more...
7.
The knife is always sinking deeper in your spine When it's in the hands of those Who swear they're always by your side Hiding behind the mask of virtue is their lifestyle You may not know but they always have an axe to grind You have a perfect disguise The words you say are wise But it's only the shell You're a poisoned well That invites me to drink from itself We don't wanna be your friends But at least we're up to tell it straight You're afraid to admit Everyone's sick of your tricks Way too hard to see the light In the depths of ill and broken mind If you wanna go forth You have to settle the score With your own tainted nature We've offered you a chance to think about your actions Before you open your mouth the next time You know your words could be the cause of disaster Be careful with the things you cannot keep inside Spineless creatures, searching for solace No one's playing by your rules now Take a look around, the answer has been found It was always lying on the surface You better learn your place While washing off your disgrace Don't get any closer to us You are the ones who'll never get any trust We don't wanna be your friends But at least we're up to tell it straight You're afraid to admit Everyone's sick of your tricks Way too hard to see the light In the depths of ill and broken mind If you wanna go forth You have to settle the score With your own tainted nature Sometimes I tend to forget this But the goddamn reflections corroding my head You pulled me down like an anchor Now it's too late to regret I was broken by hideous betrayal Though now I'm standing tall Your smile is more like a grimace You're rotten to the core This is where we go our separate ways This rain will wash away our dirty trails I hope I'll never see your face again I wish you'd never cross my life, my so-called friend We don't wanna be your friends But at least we're up to tell it straight You're afraid to admit Everyone's sick of your tricks Way too hard to see the light In the depths of ill and broken mind If you wanna go forth You have to settle the score With your own tainted nature Sometimes I tend to forget this But the goddamn reflections corroding my head You made me feel so restless I'm glad it's all in the past You better learn your place You are an empty space You better learn your place You don't know where to begin Trying hard to pretend that you're better Than you see yourself in your dreams You can only complain And invent the excuses why you've failed again
8.
You spend your boring days without a care But don't forget that life will bill you one day Blind like a newborn child, but nowhere as pure Trust is not a thing that can be bought in store Your hearts are covered with web, filth and lust It seems like your only talent is disgust Don't hide your eyes when you tell these lies You keep falling down while we rise so high You're stuck in this mud and you don't wanna get out There are so many things you'll never find out Prove me wrong! You keep living a lie And behind every smile you're hiding a cry How much could you do and how much could you change Stop looking for scapegoats 'cause there's no one to blame! THERE'S NO ONE TO BLAME BUT YOU All the rumors you spread without any regret Make us sure that your conscience is dead Watch out, don't slip on your jealousy You will fall on your back and won't get up Every broken bone, every nervous breakdown Will be the cost that must be paid for your mouth When will you learn to think with your own mind? No matter what they say to you You have a choice to accept or deny No matter if they swear it's true You still can decide what's right Don't try to hide in a haze We will find you by the fright on your face Don't hide your eyes when you tell these lies You keep falling down while we rise so high You're stuck in this mud and you don't wanna get out There are so many things you'll never find out I need no compassion, I need no advice Just don't be a person who I can despise We passed through fire and water and we didn't give up Hold on tight to each other, don't ever let it stop
9.
Welcome to reality, just open your eyes This is the world we know and it's full of lies The words we say and decisions we make Can ruin many lives with just one little mistake Watch your every move, 'cause it could be your last Fight for what you believe in, never dwell on your past Watch your every move, 'cause it could be your last Stand your ground, set your goals and become the best Unite and create if you've got something to say Make them remember your name Unite! Create! If you've got something to say Stand as one and you won't lose your way This is far more than you used to know So many rules and tricks you should not ignore To stab each other in the back is all they need We are the last ones of a dying breed Unite! Create! If you've got something to say Stand as one and you won't lose your way When you fall down, try to understand Where did you go wrong, is it your fault? It's not the end Rise and next time find a different way Guide yourself right to the top, it's not that hard to play This is a masquerade, looks can betray Don't let them tempt you with their false pride and fame They think the truth is impaired, the real art is dead I bet it's not, it's all in our hands Unite and create if you've got something to say Make them remember your name Unite! Create! If you've got something to say Stand as one and you won't lose your way We are the living proof There are no heights that we can't achieve Standing together, staying true to our beliefs The dreams come to life if you want them to Make it your everything, that's what you have to do When you fall down, try to understand Where did you go wrong, is it your fault? It's not the end Rise and next time find a different way Guide yourself right to the top, it's not that hard to play Don't waste a second on empty conversations The world is waiting for an action Talent alone is not enough to be strong You must be the light in the dark, the voice to follow Unite and create if you've got something to say Make them remember your name Unite! Create! If you've got something to say Stand as one and you'll go down in history
10.
I'm sitting alone, staring at these four walls How could I ever call this place my home? It's hard to leave and even harder to stay It's gonna happen someday anyway When it feels like everyone turned their back on me I need to find some strength and not to fall on my knees Not to fall on my knees I know I can, I'll do whatever it takes to fight all of my weaknesses I'm tired of hoping for a better tomorrow I've wasted my yesterdays and I'm afraid for today Oh no... I won't let it happen again I'll take everything in my own hands I need to leave this nightmare in the past To make it disappear To pull it out of my chest Now I can say I'm waking up for something different Now I can do whatever, I'm brave enough to fail This is where it ends, my doubts and regrets Empty promises and blistering hate All my life I always felt I'm dead inside Watching my days go by While everyone around me looks so happy I have strayed from all things they do and say I did nothing but think how this world has gone mad I've been dreaming of success lying in my bed

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released December 16, 2016

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